I know its bad to keep jumping from one job to the next but i am learning so much by doing it. A couple of months back i quit my job at Sea World to go work for this small company in Clairemont called CCE. I quit there and got a job at Target right by my house. I decided to quit again and go back to work for my dad, but that didnt work out because he doesnt pay me. So i went back to work for CCE, which brings us to present day. Now my Auntie Norma may have gotten me a job at her law firm as a copy boy. What do you all think?

I went to go see that movie "V for Vendetta" and i think it was a great movie. Lars if you read this, i know you think my taste in movies is junk but this one was truly a good movie. I think i may go see it again. Anyone wanna go?

Thanks you guys. That really means a lot to me that you care so much. What did i do to deserve friends like you? Good news, things are still in motion for me to come back to UCSD either this summer or this fall. I have good grades and an excellent GPA. Dont graduate until i get there, ok? Just joking. Anyways, things are going ok. Annie and i still see each other. there is still a tension between us, but the sooner i get out of here the sooner i can forget. Now she only keeps me around because i know all of the answers. Its just really wierd, but like Julia said "Enjoy the ride"

See ya all later...

Big D

Hey Everyone, sorry i havent updated in a really long time. I guess i was trying to hide something from you guys. Remember a while back i was talking about this girl Annie. Well im still crazy about this girl, but i cant be because she has a boyfriend who wants to marry her. The thing is when i am around annie, she treats me like a boyfriend only we dont kiss or hold hands(that would be cheating). And everyone who i have asked for guidance has told me the ancient poem...

If you love something set it free
If it comes back to you it is yours
If it doesnt, then it never was.

Well ive tried moving on and forgeting about her, every night i pray for god to remove her from my head. Im so lost and confused its tearing me apart. I cant think straight, sometimes i cant eat. All of you at UCSD are lucky because im told ive been a really jerk lately. I dont know what to do... Someone please help me end my suffering.

By the way Grace, great party!! hope things are going well for you guys see you soon.

Well it hasnt really been a month since i last updated. Almost two months now, but atleast im doing it. Its been tough taking five classes, working full time, and managing a girlfriend(although that isnt going too well). My arch nemesis Patrick has been hounding me to hang out with him for a while. I dont want to, leave me alone. Annie decided to date her ex again, but when she realize that wasnt a good idea she finally let me ask her out. (Longer story to follow.) School is ok, dont know if i should stay in school right now or if i should drop out and find a decent job. You see, i want to finish schooling, but the more i stay in school the worse my life seems to be doing.

I work for my dad now, and ever since we went to Houston for that amazing conference, my dad is no longer my dad, hes my coworker. So if i ever need advice i cant count on him to help. Everytime i do, he some how manages to twist it around and talk about how if i helped him do this it would all be better. Well its not better Dad, how am i supposed to help if i have school to worry about. They dont seem to care about my goals. I dont know what to do, ever since i left that school things have just been getting worse. Im afraid of what might happen if i return...

Annie, I love her to death but i feel like im forcing her into this relationship. You see i want her to be happy. So I prayed for her and the other guy to work out, but the more i prayed the worse it got. Then she told me, if things dont work out with him i will give you a chance. Well i got my chance, but why do i feel so crummy. I got to hang out with her family, all her brothers are really nice guys. Her sister is really cool too. After hanging out with her sister, and the sister in law Lacy, they went and told Annie that she should forget the other guy and get with me. But i told Annie not to listen because i didnt think she would be happy. I see the way she looks at me, and the way she talks about me to others, and i dont think this is a good idea. But everytime i bring it up, she gets defensive. what do you do when youre in love, but you feel bad for the one your loving?